8/31 Musings
He’s a walking contradiction, partly truth and partly fiction, taking every wrong direction on that lonely road back home- Kris Kristofferson
We went to see David Alan Coe on Saturday night. Had a great time. He’s a true American original and an incredible song writer. If you get the chance I’d strongly suggest seeing him while he’s still around. At 70 his health is iffy and his show was clearly scaled down from last year.
I find myself heavily drawn to people like DAC. Strong, ornery, unwilling to compromise, uniquely American. Hard living, hard drinking, occasionally violent and lots of fun. I value all those traits and seek to nurture them in myself. That part of me tends toward libertarianism, likes Ron Paul, and distrusts both the government and large corporations. It is pure and clean and right. The people I’ve met who live this way tend to be honest, caring, and good. On the other hand…
I also understand the limitations of that viewpoint. It sometimes lacks perspective, compassion and empathy. It’s very provincial and doesn’t have the tools to deal with complicated national and international issues. It leaves too much room for hatred and racism and homophobia. I want to care for the sick, help the under served, and lift up the weak. I know, deep in my soul, that these are good and strong impulses. But I’ve found many of the people who live this way to be smug, self-righteous, and greedy.
Can one do both? Can I? I’m certainly giving it a try. But what does it mean for my politics? My relationships? My own mental health? Things to muse upon.